I would like to say I'm happy to be awake... however this process has completely changed my life course. I am back to square one deciding who, what, where, and how to do what I feel needs done. It is all very confusing and suffocating at times. I remember thinking early on, after I became aware, "oh shit... can I ever go back?" I know now the answer is a definite NO! Thankfully, I can find others, like those in this forum, who help me a through this very tangled world. Someday I hope to help unravel this ball of twine. Thank you all for your support and educative assistance
Peace and Friendship,
Marco